Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
Invictus by William Ernest Henley
This was graduation present for myself, reminding me to persevere through the shit that life has to throw at me.
MyTat by Kohei Toyama
How did we get to suc a dark, distant place like this?
For months we talked and flirted and you asked me out everyday. We dated,twice, and now when im trying to be a friend and listen to you after you got shot in afgan you decide to end the entire friendship,you told me you hated me,that you love someone else, and to never talk to you again. How the hell did we get here?
I dont know what happened to you, to us but i k ow that you broke my heart. I told you i loved you and you replied with hate. I dont know how i will ever get to be okay after that.
You said you were lost and lonely,all i wanted to do was talk to you. I guess people really do change. I will always love you though, you can hate me forever, but my feelings for you will never change.
how the hell did we get here?
MOVIES I QUOTE REGULARLY DURING MY DAILY ADVENTURES: She’s The Man (2006)
“I am a dude! I am a hunky dude! I’m a badass hunky dude!”
I love this! my sister and i quote this movie all the time! :)
at 5am, is it even worth going to sleep?
im debating this bc my neices and nephews and cousins are going to wake me up around 7am or 8am. im screwed. :/
what do you do when your “best friend” and roommate decides that they want to move out, and they havent even been home in four days? what do you do when this same person tells you they are at one place and can’t make the plans you have…and then you see on their facebook wall that they were somewhere else hanging with their other friends? how do you trust this person? how do you even begin to forgive them for being a jerk and a liar ever since you came back from vacation? yes you were gone for awhile and you have changed too, but you wouldnt just ditch them for no reason. or lie to them about it. how do you begin to tell them how you feel? does the other peron even care to ask you how you feel or are they just bitter and frozen inside? who knows the answer to al these questions…hopefully i’ll find them soon.
music. my music is the one thing i can control to fit any mood i am in. plus i always end up dancing or singing =)
#Aquarians hate being the first one to call or text because they feel like they are bugging you if they do
We met 8 years ago…
In 6years, I’ve seen you for 10minutes.
We talked for 1 year…
You asked me to be yours 100+ times…
June 2nd 2011 I said yes.
4 months later, I ended it.
for 2 months you tried to play games…
October 16th 2011 you confessed to playing games,
and wanting me back.
October 16th 2011 we promised no more games,
and complete honesty.
we have skyped 80+ times and every time I miss you
more and more
October 21st 2011 was the last time we skyped.
October 22nd 2011, your ex messaged me,
I asked you if we could talk about what she said
and I haven’t heard from you since…
you left for a mission on October 23rd 2011 …
i’ve missed you and thought about you everyday
everyday since that first message in October 2010.
you truly are my hero..i reread our old messages
and although we have never said it to each other
we do love each other.
last time we skyped you asked me if I was falling madly in love you, I don’t think your ready for my answer..
my answer is yes, I am falling madly inlove with you,
but my question now is are you falling madly inlove with me?
Baby I miss you more than you know and all I want to
hear you say is that you miss me too!